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About Me Member Procrastinator HoneyBunnyyFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Thu Nov 19, 2009, 3:23 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Where Are You My Sun?
  • Reading: Hitchhiker's Guide to the Universe
  • Watching: my phone
  • Playing: high school.
  • Eating: nothing.
  • Drinking: coke.
I've decided to write another journal, since it has been FOREVER since I have written one. Marching season is over, and winter season begins on Monday [I am on A [Elite] Guard]. I'm really excited and nervous at the same time. I want to see how much I can improve. I really want to prove myself. I know that people doubt my ability, and I really want to shine. I really want to improve my performance even more.

This is the thing--I think I'm a lot more insecure than I've realized. I want someone there to tell me I'm doing the right thing. I never feel pretty unless I have on makeup and I take time. I'm obnoxious to cover up the fact that I don't want to be rejected. It's like a push myself on people, and I can finally back down when they accept my concentrated self.

I guess I'm not as confident as I act.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: stupid frikin' non-Canada
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: sounds sexual.
  • Interests: Writing. Talking on the phone. Spinning flags. Drawing. Learning new things. Procrastinating.
  • Favourite movie: Mirrormask. Juno. Where The Heart Is.
  • Favourite band or musician: um. Don't have a single favourite.
  • Favourite genre of music: Don't have a single favourite.
  • Favourite artist: Hm. same as above. Katy Perry's cd is pretty good.
  • Favourite poet or writer: So many good ones.
  • MP3 player of choice: IPod Nano 3rd Generation
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sailor Jupiter
  • Personal Quote: Why complain when you can't change anything? Why change anything if you can't complain?

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:iconzoeyhg:
thanks for the fave ^^
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:iconj-rod527763:
I'm doin' gewd!!!

I just got back from Myrtle Beach, and now I'm scrambling to get my summer reading done. XD

How 'bout you?

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I am just a writer in way over his head.

Am I good? Not really.

Do I know what I am doing half the time? Nuh-uh.

Am I noticed for my writing? I doubt it.

Do I still write anyway? Hell yeah!

Why? Because it is not what I do. It is who I am.
:iconhoneybunnyy:
summer reading. chillin'. haha.

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The past knocks on your door and throws stones at your window at 4 in the morning. Well, maybe he thinks it's romantic, he's crazy--but you knew that before.
:iconj-rod527763:
Lol! Yep! FUN!!!

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I am just a writer in way over his head.

Am I good? Not really.

Do I know what I am doing half the time? Nuh-uh.

Am I noticed for my writing? I doubt it.

Do I still write anyway? Hell yeah!

Why? Because it is not what I do. It is who I am.
:iconmikki-tsukiyomi:
Thanks for the fave! ^^

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"There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so."
-William Shakespeare


"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream."
-Edgar Allan Poe
:iconcharredqueen:
thanks for the fave honey. *tips hat and bows*

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"The only way to get rid of a temptation is the yield to it. Resist it and your soul grows sick...."
---Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
:iconmcroverlord:
DUDE chanel?
okay. [:

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